Since I have absolutely no time to post, because of the looming exam (argh!!!!)...I will just put up a few things I have been thinking or hearing recently....I have been writing these down elsewhere and now they go into this post. Some are things i have written, others are lyrics or whatever.
i promise a good post soon....after the 15th, my last exam, and also pics from Graduation Day...Muck Up Day etc....


I’ve never been so lost, I’ve never felt so much at home, I’m going to write my folks and throw away my keys, I woke up in a car. – Something Corporate ‘I Woke Up In A Car’

Looking through the ether
And all I see is me
Lonely and alone
Forever and a day

My bodies broken, yours is bent.
Sucker love I always find someone to bruise and leave behind.
Pucker up for heavens sake, there’s never been so much at stake I serve my head up on a plate its only comfort calling late. Every me and every you.

These days it’s necessary to be a contortionist. How else can you keep your chin up, your shoulder to the wheel, both feet on the ground and your nose to the grindstone?

Hostile talk
Over so fast
Shouldn’t happen
But it does
Why at this point
Must it be
It’s unnecessary

These paper aeroplanes, my makeshift wings, until you return…

Do you ever feel as through you are subconsciously being cut off from the rest of the world. Its little things like your questions going unheard and unanswered, your screams muffled by the pillows and the sound of the air conditioner, your life, slowly slipping away…

So close, no matter how far
Couldn’t be much more from the heart
Forever trust in who we are
And nothing else matters

I remember
Stormy weather
The way the sky looks when its cold

Typing is funny I should be so much better at it than I am but oh well, I wish I could go on the internet and blog but un fortunately I must do this fucking drama assignment that I will not be ready for by tomorrow morning no matter what I do. The fact that I am messing around and not doing work has nothing to do with it. Uh huh.

It’s not the mountains we conquer, but ourselves

I could fly away, and I could be no one

Violins – Yellow card

I am just another fool
And I have to keep telling myself that
I am just a Hypocrite
And I have to keep calling you one
And I forgot to bite my tongue
And my assumption
Was the mother of all mistakes
So I assume the role
Open my mouth
And clumsy words escape

I bring out the worst in you
And you try and let me know
You bring out the worst in me
Anxiety, anxiety
I’m trying to let u go
You say I’m giving u the creeps
So I assume the role
Open my claws and grab for your heart
How are you? How have you been?
Girl I miss you
Wanna see you again
So I don’t
Wanna be there
When you could be here
You are slipping away
Violins…

Erase and rewind, coz I’ve been changing my mind.

Many people unconsciously make their lives busy in order to hide from or avoid who they really are, who they are inside.

If you make me, I will bleed the truth
Coz what I want is not to hurt
To feel the pain you put me through

Why do people continuously twist your words around until they can accuse you of saying something that you blatantly didn’t. It is so frustrating. And now I feel like not working just to spite her. But then I guess that would only damage me…and not her.

Good Luck to everyone attempting exams!!

Luv Always,
Cait