This Is For Luke

Here you go Luke, a special post dedicated to you!
Apparently I am supposed to mention how incredibly sexy you are, but this is my blog...so....

Well, that was my dedication...

Bio was fun tonight, except for that particular discussion about funbags, that was so unecessary.

ok i thought that this was going to be a long post but most of what i was going to say, Andrew got in an msn conversation. Sorry cronies.

Special shout outs to all my bio class, Tom, Luke, Poppy, Sophie, EmT, EmO, Mia and Kel...oh and Gibbo!!

have a big day 2moro, winding up with a shindig at EmO's, f***en awesome

There should be no middle, it's shit.

Luv&Hate

Cait

Evil Creates Greatness

Evil Creates Greatness

she ran until her face was numb with cold
and wore a cotton gown gown that blazed the night untold
she ran until her feet refused to hold
so heavy hart for someone merely ten years old
and as she hit the river, her knees begain to shiver
her head with pounding voices from home
behind her was a vision, a painful apparition
of a darker world that no-one should know...

Just a note, anyone who didnt come to Matt's party the other night should die. It was such a worthy cause and Matt's a good host. Plus you missed out on the wonders of Patchouli the ice block.

oh god the people on the "price is right" were just speaking Indonesian. Its haunting me coz I have done absolutely no Indo study so far and will probably fail. I'm so optimistic. ...Now I know why I was watching this show...a lady just won...and then promptly stacked it, oh the joys I get from seeing other people stack it.

stupid old women should not dance.

i think i am going to have a party, just a thought.

Luv&Hate
Cait

Some Days its just too hard to say what you want to say. In my dreams I say all the things I want to say, its the opposite of what comes out of my mouth.
...I just want to say sorry, for making people feel the way I do, and thankyou to Mia for letting me know.

I had been all hyped up to have a long post, again sorry, its too hard right now

-me

But To Fly Amongst The Mountains...

I watched 'Prozac Nation' today, based on the semi autobiographical novel by Elizabeth Wurtzel and I began to wonder of she’s right, in a world so full of technological and medical advances we are the unhappiest. 3oo million prescriptions a year are filled for Prozac or other types of anti-depressants. 3oo million. That’s about one for every person in Australia, 15 times over. That’s a lot of drugs. So do we live in a world that now must rely on prescription drugs to make us happy? Where does happiness come from and where did it go? Why is it so hard to be happy and stay happy these days? And I don’t mean Tom’s definition of happy either. Its true. For people like me it just seems easier to be angry or sad, because at least this emotion means we are still alive. Since happiness seems to exist as such a rarity, we don’t know what we are feeling when we experience it or how to cope accordingly. i think. being happy seems like one of those things you dream about....

New Post....la la

yes, well new post, i am boring and havent blogged in a long time...

its really hot, and i know it is only the beginning of spring and that having the air conditioner on is a little extreme, but im hot!! the vents for our Air Con are shut so it doesnt work any, to combat this is am sitting near the front door on the floor, its really nice becasue the breeze or the "gulley's" as my mother would refer to them, are floating through the door, just breathing life into everything around me...i love this weather especially at this time of night, everything seems to be alive... :)

in other news...i have done my indo oral, which is a great weight off my shoulders...speaking of, i watched Igby Goes Down a while ago " i feel this great great pressure soming down on me, crushing me" from the schizophrenic father...that movie had some excellent one liners
e.g: "Mimi get off the maid"
" I do, I do hate him, he's totally hateable, evil niblet fuck"
"anne frank, anne frank, the soldiers have gone, come out and play..."
ahh the hours of amusement i get from this movie.

i learnt some fairly disturbing things about orangutans in indonesia recently, i tried to share them with andrew but he didnt want to listen to them, i spose that is a fairly valid arguement, if anyone wants to know, leave a tag and i'll reply....

anyway i should really go, i have 2000 words to write by midnight, good luck to me hey??
so not happening...

Luv&Hate
Cait

Bah

well i tried on Monday night to blog, but something weird happened so i lost it :( Anyway have just started back at my regular life again after taking a week off for Drama Week for the performance. the performance went well i think, well fridy was better than Thursday in which i came onstage and started speeling off my ending scene, before realising that i had in fact cut out the second last scene...anyway it all worked out in the end. it was a fun week indeed, what with countless blocks of chocolate consumed (Nestle Chocolate...the best ever!!!), and Lauren telling everyone she wants to jump them every 3 seconds, who wouldnt have fun!?

It turns out that Serge did indeed make it out of Rundle Mall and is now safely back in France :(

Yeah, anyway school is boring so not much to report on that front, for any of you who like music...lets face it, who doesnt?, anyway check out a song called 69Tea by a south african band called Seether, of their album Disclaimer II, its a cool song.

should really go and do some work, so much to catch up on.

luv always,
Cait

Traffic

Have you ever been in traffic and reached a section where u have to slow down from 60kmh to 25kmh (or similar)...i was in traffic like that 2nite...everything goes into slow motion...its like the traffic hits a wall of thick air or something and has to force its way through...so surreal...

In other news...My bed broke yesterday... :(

And the production is going ....excellently....ARGH!!!

first performance tomorrow night, totally freaked!

Till next time
- Cait

Uh...lost?

Can anyone tell me whether Serge made it out of Rundle Mall on Friday?? :S

a little help?

Can someone PLEASE tell me whether last night was a full moon. Coz i was seriously crazy last night. I turned into weird Vampire girl, and Mia mysteriously ended up with a bite on her neck, it was very strange indeed.
Anyway was a good night, and noce to have Matteo along for the ride, in all our strangeness. However, one should be more careful when they push out their chair and a person is seated behind them...poor woman with her face in her meal....

I'm never getting married...

Catch ya

-Cait

... I Hate Title Boxes...

well, well, well, today is Friday, and i am not at school, yes the joyous wonders of a Staff Retreat. However I soon must venture back to school to a drama rehearsal, because the production is NEXT WEEK, and we are so screwd...people dont know their lines...(guilty)...dont know their blocking...(only half guilty, she keeps changing it)...dont have props...(again half guilty, i got what i could)...and we all hate the director...can u say Successful Production?!...I think not...

Anyways, i mainly came on here to blog because i highly doubt i will have time to blog next week, and i know you will all be soo distraught! I mean I know I'm riveting...not. But not the point...

I am currently home alone at the moment and it's so excellent. it is all quiet around me except the the noise I am producing (a.k.a, the clacking of the keyboard and a little 'Jimmy' pounding through the speakers [I am spreading the Jimmy love...that is Jimmy Eat World...listen, you will like it!] )

i have found the most beautiful dress, its so so pretty, and when i figure out how to put pics on here (I'm so computer illiterate) i shall find a pic, so u may all marvel.

Ok I am now boring myself, Hope you all have a fantastic weekend!

Until next time, Cait