Suicide Notes And Butterfly Kisses...

Soo... haven't posted in a while... or it FEELS like a while... I guess a lot has happened... or not happened... by which I mean SLEEP has not happened... you may be interested in some stats...

At 7am this morning [Sunday] I had gone 47 hours without sleeping... This of course was entirely my doing, and by choice, not because I'm sick or mentally unstable (Though, lets face it, I probably am...)

I rose at 8 am Friday morning to go to Drama, which was great fun, mainly coz Tom is an idiot, but a hilarious idiot, and I was able to spend most of the three hours acting like a crazy girl :D After Drama I don't remember what happened, but I know I went to the bar at about 4pm. I hung out there for a while and left with Juan to go pick up Jess. Thanks go to Juan for his great navigational skills, cos the place Jesskah is staying at is bloody impossible to find!!! We found Jess and all travelled back to the bar where we promptly left for Soccer... Which, again, I don't remember much of... I remember going to Bodie's Bach pad and hanging out with everyone in the CINEMA ROOM :D and eating Pizza... Most of you were there, so I won't go into details... or if you REALY need to know, or wish to torture me by making me re-live the awkward-ness of some of that evening [morning]... then you can ask me on msn. I got home at 7am, and spoke to my mum for about half an hour, surprisingly she was cool with the late home thing, but that's probably because she knew the pain and suffering to be inflicted on me later in the day was going to be enough punishment...
I rose again at 7:45... that's right 15 minutes sleep... which shouldn't even be CALLED sleep... and I got ready for work. Coz I was in a hurry and didn't want to be late, I didn't pay that much attention to what clothes I was putting on. It was because of this that I ended up at work in only a light top... and it was FREEZING!!!! I'm so stupid!
Work was cold and painful... But I made lots of money...

Jenkinzzzzz party was last night out at Gepps Cross, which isn't all that far from me, so people should stop complaining!!!
Pool was played, as was much good music, and computer games *cough* G33333333K!!!! *cough*... Yeah I'm looking at you Ron! Speaking of Ronald, he was drunk at it was funny. He spilt his drink on my arm... which he licked off, kind of strange... and began to sport a sexy new hairstyle! :p The thing is, drunken-ness makes Ron really good at pool... except for when he breaks his pool cue.... Also, he does stupid stuff, like putting $5 notes up his nose and down his pants... in that order THANK GOD!

To Jenkinzzzz: I hope you had a good party, I had fun, and thanks for having us all around! :D

I got home at about 6 this morning, almost crashed the car about 4 times on the way home, and totally collapsed. I slept till 5pm, and totally missed daylight... I went out briefly tonight to the supermarket to get ice-cream and coke [Both totally essential]... and I ended up locking my keys in my car... Yeah my parents were very impressed...

and now, technically, it is monday, and somehow I feel like I have lost an entire weekend...

...And I am still tired.

BUT, NOt too tired to contain the excitement that comes with having tickets to The Taste Of Chaos Tour!!!!!! The Used, My Chemical Romance, Story of the Year, Funeral For A Friend... HERE I COME!!!!
:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D


No matter where you go
They'll fucking tie you down
And bleed you from your wrists
(bleed you from your wrists)
Well, it's better that we leave
Leave it this way (leave it this way)

And just to soften the blow
I'll steal all of your kisses (your kisses)
And sew them up
In the creases of our hearts.
--> Funeral For A Friend 'Kiss and Makeup'

Lazy Post

I was going to write a proper post, but I really don't feel like it... so...

Last weekend = Pt Elliot stay with the girls.
Pt Elliot = Beautiful and fun
Sunday Morn = being woken up to R'n'B music from RAF's little boom box... which promptly had the batteries stoled by Jojo [NICE work!!!]
Beach= FUN! We dug a hole... RAF and Mia made a tunnel
Cards= UNO and Poker were played :D I love UNO

In other Blogging news... RON has recently updated!! [I Know!!... But kindly pick your jaw up off the floor]
AND...
The Blogging craze has started again, with two new blogs having been added to the list [Only not in my links yet coz I'm LAZY]

For your viewing pleasure, Dangerous Tom has set up a Dangerous Blog, aptly named Danger Danger Danger [Anyone sensing a theme here?!?!?] DangerDangerDanger is very DANGEROUS, so I advise you to be careful.

Coincidentally [Not really], Tom is also a guest writer on The Couch Casbah a semi-communal Blog run by JC and JP. This blog also has guest posts by our Faraway but still Fiendish friend Angus. I strongly recommend you check out the KRAUKUS link, and prepare to be amazed at the talent that is KRAUKUS... uh, Tom.

She Was The Last Line Of Just The Worst Kind... For The Last NIght I Lie...

OKAY...

Because right now I don't have the brain capacity to even post something even worth reading... I am just going to tell you to listen to something...

I have actually written a post... but it probably wont appear here until 2moro night maybe... depending...

Anyways, I STRONGLY recommend you get your hands on a copy of a collaboration song by The Used and My Chemical Romance, its called Under Pressure. It was performed every night of the Taste Of Chaos Tour overseas and hopefully this will be continued in Oz. I know you can get the live version off the net.... and it can also be found on a new edition of The Used's most recent album In Love And Death [It has AWESOME cover art :D]

So yeah, check it out.

Luv Cait

RANT

Euch, I just finished driving home, pulled up, and ejected the tape that was playing. It is a lovely mix of punk, emo and screamo, with Greenday, NOFX, My Chemical Romance, Left Front Tyre, and The Used... Now as I ejected the tape, the radio came on, tuned to Nova (after last friday needing music coz of the temporary crapness of my tape player). Nova was playing the song I had JUST been listening to... All That I've Got by The Used. That's right The Used was on the RADIO!

What

The



FUCK!?!?!???

No, this is so so wrong. Besides the fact that All That I've Got is possibly their most mellow song (Yeah not considering On My Own or the Christmas son Alone This Holiday...), Screamo is a genre of music that is NOT MADE FOR THE BLOODY RADIO!!!! NOw many people will get the wrong idea about them, OR they will love them and start wandering around saying "Have you heard that new band The Used. They are so cool... I'm such a fan"

Fuck Off!

And then they will come to the Taste of Chaos... Stupid bloody crap teeny bopper people. I hate the radio.












I am Such a Music Snob....


But I don't care...










Today my ears hurt... and not coz I have been blasting my music (tho I have...) its my earlobes... they are sore...


Full Of Complaints

And Empty Threats...

Seemed to stop my breath
my head on your chest
waiting to cave in from
the bottom of my...
hear your voice again
could we dim the sun
and wonder where we've been
maybe you and me

so kiss me like you did my heart stopped
beating such a softer sin
(I'm melting, i'm melting)
in your eyes i lost my place
could stay a while and i'm melting
in your eyes like my first time
that i caught fire just stay with me

Fin

White it out like glittering wax butterflies

Okay....

THE 'TASTE OF CHAOS' TOUR IS COMING TO ADELAIDE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

This makes me over-the-top-HAPPY!!! :D :D :D :D

If you don't know what this is, the you suck.
If you like bands such as The Used, Story Of The Year, Killswitch Engage, Rise Against, Funeral For a Friend and more... then you SHOULD know... Before May 27.







Today it is COLD, and not in that "Its rainy and it suits my mood coz its stormy" kind of way, or that "freezing cold, but I'm snuggled inside with good company, a doona and hot chocolate" kind of way either. Its cold in that "Man 9 o'clock is wayyyy to early to be at uni in a lecture room that has THE AIR CONDITIONING ON, listening to people whinge about things they can't change" ... kind of way ... Stupid Bloody Uni.

By the way... in case you hadn't noticed (If you haven't, I swear you must be BLIND!!) but I have changed the links and to those, namely Josh and Bodie (Angry Face) I don't have photos of you so your blogs cannot have links until such time that I have obtained mug shots of you... Ok, now I must only whinge about Bodie, because Josh is great and now I have a photo of him :D

Okies, I shall try and update more...

Gaze Into My Killing Jar...

Thurs: IB Play
Wow! I don’t think I have ever seen anything so excellent. And I know all of you think I am biased coz I love the IB boys and Girls, but still, this play was amazing. Steph and I were reduced to TEARS watching them break into Peter Garret style dancing in the middle of a scene. It made us laugh, with Pat’s menacing and desperate threats towards Heather, and Josh’s black eye and absolute frustration, as well as the entire groups insistence at calling Josh ‘Barge-Arse’ instead of ‘Bar-Gase’ as he claimed it to be… Ah the hilarity. The subtle slides naming John Howard and George Bush “Nutters” was … well … subtle. And when Ashwin, the FOOL pulled out the priest hat, I’m fairly sure Stephanie ended up on the floor. Seeing all my mateys from Merc was awesome :D

Friday: Soccer & Movie
It started out a bot messy but ended up ok. Thanks to Kel for some awesome car chat :P We went off to soccer at 7 and watched Ron’s comeback game. RAF starred for a short while and iLLmo and I had our own mini game. Mega Pythons were eaten and names discussed for Tate’s new soccer team.
We saw Hitchhikers (again!) and it was still good the second time… I think.
We completed our traditional Friday night with a stop at the Australian Pizza House where there was a Foozeball Showdown between iLLmo & Tate, and Steph and I… It was a very close game, with the boys winning by one goal. Your time will come boys, next time you are going down! :p
Also, more Peter Garret dancing was done, though none of us are as good as Shwin. I think its coz none of us are as lanky…except maybe Tate, but he was too cool to participate.

Sunday: Cleaning and Pool
I spent the day cleaning the garage, which was … uh… fun. It involved me dancing around to a lot of bad music, and rocking out to all the good music, so it was ok.
Juan came to my house at 6:30 and we drove down to Maz to meet all at the pool bar. I played three games, winning one by default (Jacob sunk the white after sinking the black) and got my butt thoroughly kicked by Ron… but, c’mon, he’s GOOD!
We went to HJ’s and I got attacked by Ron, Jenkinz and Juan AT THE SAME TIME!

MEAN!

Monday (after about 2am) was crap and boring and I remember little.

And now its Tuesday, wow I’m all caught up :D

And now here is the exciting part… no wait, it needs a new entry…

Mushrooms, Trackies and Teen Angst...

Happy Belated Birthday To Tom! He turned OLD (20) on Monday! We are still hoping he will get the super powers he was wishing for :D

You know what makes me happy? The fact that at the markets there is an entire stall dedicated to Mushrooms... And ONLY mushrooms... :D Happy Happy. (Well I was on Tuesday...)

Today it seems I have joined the many people who are grumpy, sad and confused. I don't like it.

And All The Things That You N E V E R Ever Told Me
And All The S M I L E S That Are Ever Gonna H A U N T Me
And All The Wounds That Are Ever Gonna S C A R Me
And All The G H O S T S That Are Never Gonna Catch Me
... If I Fall...
... When I Fall...

Kel Was So Right When She Said...

The Drunken-ness Of ILLMo...

On friday afternoon, I made my way into the unibar to meet people and was greeted with the boys (Blackwood, Pool and Merc) playing poker with Tate's unfortunately skanky Ralph cards... We pretty much wasted time until having to leave for soccer at 6. This 'wasting time' included the following conversation between ILLmo and Tate

ILLmo- "I could go another 20 beers..."
Tate- "I dare ya..."
ILLmo- "Orright"

And so ILLmo proceeded to make his way through 20 beers, sadly only making it to 14 before us having to leave... It did however, make him very silly indeed. He tried to get everyone to hug him, but his biggest challenge was Tate-o, who just downright refused, and ended up yelling "Don't you f*^#!ing hug me!"
It seems ILLMo had a few bathroom issues upon arriving at the soccer... but they were soon sorted.
We watched the game... while ILLmo yelled obscenities at Ron the angry keeper... until we told him to shut up if he wanted to live... which apparently he does... Tate had to take shield behind anyone he could, and Tom and I bought Killer Pythons:D
The boys and girl lost the soccer game, and I'm starting to think that we are bad luck...
After that we drove back to the Central Markets so we could food. It was good... but mostly uneventful... ILLmo lost his card in the machine, and was sad, and Steph bought an awesome $10 jacket.
We walked late to the movies in the infamous Hindley St, where the Blackwood boys left us for the Crazy Horse, and we met up with Mo! :D

We bought tickets to the movie we had just missed the start of, and settled in to watch... and listen to ILLmo voice every thought in his head...
He claimed to see John Butler on the big screen... this is still hilarious, two days later...

We unfortunately, sue to being so late, did not get choice seating, and thus i had to sit behind this guy, who was huge, like took up three seats... and I couldnt see a thing...
The following is a conversation Steph and I had thru messages on our phones... while sitting two people away from each other...

Me- The dude in front of me is reminiscent of Buddha from Bride and Prejudice... Scary
Steph- ILLmo like sea horses... Great call BTW
M- ILLmo is PSYCHO. We shouldn't take him anywhere... Ever!
S- Buddha is gonna bash up ILLmo.
M- You are SO right. Ooh They are going to have The Sex!!
S- Who? ILLmo and Buddha??
M- Ha! Possibly... I was talking about the movie tho... Where'd you go?
S- Had to pee... First time today, in case you wanna know...
M- Uhh thanks... Buddha is getting all huffy... That chick has awesome eye make-up...
S- She does! Maybe Buddha is getting huffy cos he gets over-excited in the action scenes then has trouble breathing...
M- Hahahahaha! So True! Man, that leper guy is sexy...
S- Ooh yeah baby... I especially like his puffy red eyes, decorative mask, and neck bandages... it makes me all hot and bothered.
M- In all seriousness, the mask is cool, but that shiny ring on that mangled hand... Mmm I'm lovin it!
S- This movie is pretty damn boring... especially since that sexy leper died...
M- Oh Well... At least you can SEE!

(The last one almost killed ILLmo and Steph)

Upon leaving the movies, we entered the Australian Pizza house, and Steph and I tried our luck on the skill tester, and sadly got totally ripped off. We also sat in the car racing machine things and discussed the merits of not having to drive manual cars... I ate garlic bread, it was yum. And then we laughed some more at ILLmo, and then we left. The End.

On Saturday I had to work, it was fun I guess... Waiting for mum after work was not...

Anyways... That's about it...

<3 Cait

* Stay Tuned for the transformation of 'Patrick the Starfish' into "Emo-Goth Patrick The Starfish"

This Morning...

I had my alarm set for 8:00 so I could get up and do a good 2 hours’ work before being at uni at 11. Instead I was woken by my brother at 8:10, asking for my old Merc tie… from year 11. I couldn’t find it anywhere, and so the only Merc ties we have in the house are my Year 12 one, which he isn’t allowed to wear, and the tiny one he bought from the Salvo’s. After that, I got up and sat at the computer, only to write no more than four words, before being yelled at by my mother to come and help her pull her room apart, and get everything out. This is because as of late yesterday afternoon the carpet guys were coming to re-do the carpet in parents room, after the ‘Tragedy’ in February. For those of you who know the story, lucky you, I’m not repeating it…. Anyway, so after almost no warning, we cleaned out the room, only to have them show up 25 minutes EARLY. Since when are tradesmen EVER early? It was then, that my mum decided to tell me that they would also be going into my room, to redo the strip where the carpet meets the tiles…. FUCK! Ok, my room is a MESS. A BIG MESS. So for the last half hour, I have been quickly tidying my room, so its acceptable for the rude guy to go in….
And now, it’s 9:30, I am blogging instead of writing my damn essay, and listening to my playlist of the moment REALLY loud, to drown out the noise of the squealing drill down one end of the house, and the hammering behind me L


NOTE:
I began by typing this in Word coz I wasn’t on the net, and when I wrote the phrasee “I was woken by my brother”, Word put a little squiggly green line underneath it, and the suggested correct was ‘My brother waked me’….Um… that’s so not correct. Stupid Word, Stupid Microsoft, Stupid Bill Gates.

iLLmo Bitch Post (As Requested By The Man Himself)... Go Figure :s

Master iLLmo, A.K.A Jamie VICTOR iLLman.

iLLmo attends the University of Adelaide where he studies...um something to do with Science. He arrives at the bar every Wednesday evening after have attending a 5 and 1/2 hour prac, looking exhausted but always up for getting drunk with his great mate Tate. (Haha, that TOTALLY wasn't meant to rhyme! I should DO something with my immense talent!)... But back to iLLmo... He always, and I mean ALWAYS wears band t-shirts, ranging from Foo Fighters, to Gomez, to Jebediah to Jimmy Eat World (:D)
He wanted me to write a bitch post about him, but really, I have nothing to bitch about. The only thing we could come up with in a group session, was that almost every conversation with iLLmo ends up turning to The Sex, The Drugs or the The Rock and/or Roll.... Mainly The Sex...
Also, Tom came up with some sick idea that iLLmo was a Satanist who sacrificed a goat before having The Sex with it... This making iLLmo a Satanist with a special interest in Beastiality...(THIS IS NOT A TRUE STORY... I don't think... Just Tom's sick mind)...Tres, tres Disturbing...




iLLmo... seen here with Ron and Tate at O'Ball in January. See how pretty they are with the feathers! Such stylish boys!

Happy Bitch Post iLLmo!

<3 Cait