You're My Teenage Fantasy And I'm Your Punk Rock Girl, But You Left My Heart In The Garage Baby...

You know the great thing about blogging?... Even when you post like ages after an event, you can change the date, so it makes you look like you are fully up with the times... Not that I do this...

So, its been a week since my last confession... I mean post (even though according to my blog I posted on Monday evening...)

Nothing HUGELY exciting happened... I went back to Merc again as per every Wednesday, hung out with Jesskah and her cronies... got to see PAT!! :D
Speaking of Pat and the IB boys and girls, they have set up a blog to document the progress of their upcoming Theatre Arts performance which will take place in May. If you would like to read, you can find it at

Accidental Death Of An Anarchist

Um... thinking, thinking... Nothing else really... I am totally disturbed by the book I am reading at the moment. It's the one Emma bought me for my birthday... The Borgia Bride. The cover is awesome... well except the tag line thing... It reads "Incest. Poison. Betrayal. Three Wedding presents for The Borgia Bride" *cough* just got to the incest bit.... *shudder*

On that note... no, wait I don't want to leave on that note.... That is a BAD note...
Bugger, coz I really don't know what else to say...

Lalala
Night

Leisl, Frederick, Louisa, Kurt, Brigitta, Marta and Gretl

Now, I am well aware of the promise I made in the last post, but after all it was Easter, there was a massive shindig, and I hope to placate you with pictures... ok?

On Thursday night, after my Communications Tute :D we left for Middleton, I got to drive, and pick the music, so all was good. I slept most of friday, getting up to watch Life As A House, an absolutely awesome movie. It's well made, understated and Sam is a very cool character.
Saturday came, and I was Uber excited, as I was to see everyone in the lovely Pt Elliot surroundings. I caught up with Kel in Victor, and together we travelled to Pt E, to meet up with Jojo, Mia, Ali, RAF, Ron, Jenkinz, Andrew, Justin, Juan, Andrew, Mike, Bodie, Sally, Laura, Elizabeth, Bec and later on, my brother.



We walked all along the rocks at the end of the beach, with RAF pausing to try and wash his hair mermaid style. It was at an opportune moment however, because just as he was close to the water, a massive wave came up and pretty much covered him... everything but his hair. We also spent much time prancing and contemplating on the beach, with RAF being buried in the sand and given several sand boobs... And having his manhood stepped on by most of the boys...Do we sense a recurring theme here... If Ron was here, he would say it's because RAF sucks...



We watched the sun go down and the magnificent moon rise over the rocks, and several of us wandered along and hung out at the playground until dinner time. Dinner consisted of over $70 worth of fish and chips from Victor, and RAF (again!!!) proceeded to eat three pieces of fish in about 3 mouthfuls, 20 seconds... Ron has this recorded...it's not very nice,...

Anyways it was a fun afternoon/night.

I'm Done

Blue + Yellow

Blue and Yellow, It's All In How You Mix The Two, And It Starts Just Where The Line Mixes... think about it...

I am kind of sick of writing about what I do each day, and I'm more than sure that you are ALL (cough... all three people...) sick of reading about it, so to you I make this promise. This will be the last post like this...
But I have to write about today because it was relatively good.

I started out by going to Uni and listening to an interesting Psych lecture. After which, I caught the bus into town and then back to my old school Merc. I spoke to Mini Cashmore, known more commonly as Alex, and met up with Jesskah at the gates. Went and saw OD and got a sexy visitors badge. W00t! I saw many other yr 12's and then participated in a great LAP session... wow that sounds kinky... LAP is the Learning Assistance Program, so yeah I'm a cool volunteer! This consisted of me and Jessie playing Guess Who? Gotta love Bernard and Alex, they're my two faves ;)
After that I went and joined Jesskah in her double drama lesson, which pretty much was Lauren Khabbaz and Kate Harrison singing ABBA's Waterloo at the top of their voices while Julie and Molly had a massive bitch fight. It was pretty funny. Jess and I left before the end of school, cleverly avoiding Bondar coz its wrong. We went and put petrol into little Betty (her car) and then I went to the RAA place and took the L's test. Can we hear another w00t, coz now I have my L's and I can drive to Middleton! W00t!

Hehe, Jesskah stalled the car in the HJ's drive through, she's full of class that girl, and we headed into the Unibar. This was mostly uneventful, except that no Pool Boyz were present which was very sad indeed, I participated in a game of House Of The Dead, which involves shooting plastic guns at a screen and killing dead things... I don't think the inventors were very clever... But hey, I didn't have to pay and it was fun! Also Jess got a 'Talking To' because she was at the bar in her school uniform (also known as the Tea Towel), and the SheMale or ManLady from the bar, who regularly appears to drink Guinness and be a knob-like pool player, found this rather bad. She was all "It's just not done, I mean if she had some here in jeans then fine, but to come in school uniform, well its not correct". Well lady ...manlady... whatever, you're ANNOYING!! Firstly, if you're going to tell someone off, tell THEM to their face, don't direct it at ME, Secondly, ITS A PUBLIC PLACE!!! Therefore she had every right to be there... She wasn't doing ANYTHING wrong. She wasn't drinking. Oh, and the other thing, she's like, "The people at the bar are about to ask you to leave...". For ONE, they hadn't even so much as looked our way, and SECONDLY (or Fourthly, whatever you wish), If they had such a problem with it why didn't THEY do something about it!?!???
Sorry, this kind of got me riled up...

ANYWAYS, I had a nice chat to Ilmo on the way to his bus stop/DJ's... But I still don't know what his first name is!!! Can someone PLEASE tell ME!! He won't for some reason!

Oh, I can't wait for 2moro evening, I am actually looking forward to my Media tute (dum de dum) and then I get to drive down to Middleton!! Yay.

I should now leave, because of the inexplicable amount of work I have to do before 12 noon tomorrow.... which I have no motivation to do...
Meh

Good night. I wish you all a safe and happy Easter break
I hope to see most of you on Saturday!

Luv Moi

The Stars Will Cry The Blackest Tears Tonight...

The Anthem Of My Dying Days...

Today was a strange day...I think I am going to go so far and call it bad. It started out bad, what with being yelled at to get up by my mother, who I am currently barely speaking to. After making it to uni on time... just, I waited for my lecture to start... And then a piercing scream filled the lecture hall, and I mean piercing and it went for a good 20 seconds. After this, a girl three rows in front of me slid to the floor and started quivering. It was pretty scary. What surprised me though is what the lecturers did... or didn't do more to the point. I mean I know uni isn't the most CARING place in the world, but jeez, they just wandered on past this girl lying on the floor... looking like they couldn't care less.
Anyway after our lec started 10 minutes late, we finished early anyway, so Alex and I ate yum stuff and looked at the Poster Sale which is now located at my Uni... I bought a mini Che poster, it's very cool :D
At 12 we had a psych lecture which was a combination of interesting material, but a boring lecturer. But hey, I got to see Caitlin which was cool.
After I finished uni, more bad stuff happened, but meh, don't wanna go into that...
My head hurts and my brain hurts, and my eyes hurt.
Also, I was going to get all NERDlike and work, but you know, that didn't happen. Instead I think I will get up early in the morning and try to work then, since msn is obviously too much of a distraction, and I am not strong enough to resist it...
In which case I am now going to watch the Used dvd with my brother...

Keep the families of the latest US shooting in your prayers.

Night all

Luv Cait

Millions of Crazy People...

Today, as with every monday, was Free Pool Monday at the Adelaide Unibar. It was fun times...

Bodie or AKA Media Mike


Crazy Ron


Me, but not me...


RAF - Have you ever seen a better looking guy? Apparently neither has RAF!!


Tate - Mr. I'm So Serious...All The Time

Once I Had The World, Now I've Got No One...

The singer finished singing and she's walking out
The singer sheds a tear, her fear of falling out
And it's hard to say how I feel today
For years gone by and I cried

It's hard to say that I was wrong
It's hard to say I miss you
Since you've been gone, it's not the same

My worries weigh the world, how I used to be
And everything, I'm cold, seems a plague in me
And it's hard to say how I feel today
For years gone by and I cried

It's hard to say that I was wrong
It's hard to say I miss you
Since you've been gone, it's not the same
It's hard to say I held my tongue
It's hard to say if only
Since you've been gone, it's not the same

Worse than the fear it's the lie you told a thousand times
before
Worse than a fear it's the knife
But it's hard to say how I feel today
For years gone by and I cried

It's hard to say that I was wrong
It's hard to say I miss you
Since you've been gone, it's not the same
It's hard to say I held my tongue
It's hard to say if only
Since you've been gone, I'm not the same
It's hard to say (God, it's hard to say)
Since you've been gone,
I'm not the same

How is it possible to be surrounded by people and yet feel so lonely and so alone...

Nightwish - Nemo

I saw the film clip for this song last night...or rather, very early this morning. Its so amazingly awesome. But I kind of have two views on it... The first is that its rocks, as above, the second is that its trying too hard...
Anyway, it has fire and water and ice and snow, and skulls and floaty material, religious references and a fuck-off guitar riff... I've decided, I like...
My brother reckons they are from Norway...But I just checked, and they are from Finland...thats pretty cool.

Nemo

This is me for forever
One of the lost ones
The one without a name
Without an honest heart as compass

This is me for forever
One without a name
These lines the last endeavor
To find the missing lifeline

Oh how I wish
For soothing rain
All I wish is to dream again
My loving heart
Lost in the dark
For hope I`d give my everything
Oh how I wish
For soothing rain
Oh how I wish to dream again
Once and for all
And all for once
Nemo my name forevermore

My flower, withered between
The pages 2 and 3
The once and forever bloom gone with my sins

Walk the dark path
Sleep with angels
Call the past for help
Touch me with your love
And reveal to me my true name

Oh, how I wish...

Nemo sailing home
Nemo letting go

Oh, how i wish...

OR

...You could just read what Steph had to say about the movie...at her blog

Draw Patterns of Suicide On Each Other's Wrists, Then Trace It With Razorblades...

I should stop playing with razorblades...

Righto, enough of that. I feel crappy, and so to celebrate this marvellous fact, Steph and I went and saw Hating Alison Ashley. Now, I have to admit first up, I really enjoyed it. Plus it was funny without being gay, and Australian without being stereotypically bogan. ... And I cant be stuffed to write this up to night, tomorrow night maybe

Cut Up Angels...

My Boyfriends Back And You're Gunna Get In Trouble!

Yeah, I was suitably impressed, the bassist is awesome. I wish I was as good as that...

Thats about it.

Rock On

Get This Shit On Video Tape

Today, was much like yesterday in that I was yet again at work. Hehe, some strange lady told me I had a perfect shaped head, it was a weird comment.
However, the easy highlight of the day came when my father and brother came to pick me up from work. This was funny to begin with as my brother came in with half his face swelled up due to having fillings. For this I laughed at him, as was due, because he is stupid. Then, while I was serving a customer, my dad and brother discovered the polystyrene heads for displaying hats. These are about a foot tall, with a head, neck and slight shoulders. My family decided it would be hilarious to carry them around under their arms... My father carried the head around the shop with him, like it was his little girlfriend asking it if it liked different things, such as this purple bracelet, to which my dad said in a high pitched voice "YOu selfish bastard! You know I don't have any arms!"... Ok, so maybe you had to be there, but I thought it was pretty hilarious. He also carried it around making it move so it looked like it was looking at the stock...It was great.

Obviously I had a boring day as this was the highlight.

Hmm I have uni tomorrow, oh Joy and Raptures!

Other good news, The Spazzy's are on Rove tonight!!! Should be good...I may well post and let you know how it was.

Luv Cait

I have a big gash through my hand. Yeah that's about the most exciting thing that happened to me today, and well, that happened tonight... Yeah, I was trying to cut an avocado, and sliced right through my hand. I am so clever.

Today I worked, it was boring. Its not the actual work which is boring, its just that no one was around, and thus I had no one to annoy...I mean serve...or assist...or whatever. Megan McPhee came in to visit, well visit isn't really right, she came in to try and get a job, and then proceeded to ask me if I knew where she could apply... I had no idea she even knew who I was, I guess I was wrong... (And Ron tried to tell me we weren't losers...) *shakes head*

It seems the Peppy Issue has raised its peppy head again, thanks Soph! :p

Ahh I dont really think I have anything else to post... I wanna try Subways "New" sweet chilli chicken sub. I LOVE sweet chilli sauce. Its so good, it will go on practically anything. Pat doesn't agree, but I say he is WRONG!
I had something else to write...but now I dont remember....If I do, then I shall post again.
I'm glad the TagBoard seems to have been revived...good news indeed.

Does anyone else find it odd that when spellcheck is on in Blogger, 'blog' comes up as unrecognised, and yet Subway does not.... um, WEIRD!

K, night!
-Cait

Billie Joe Got Me Wet...

*cough* Now I have your attention, I am going to tell you about the best concert ever… That you didn’t go to! And yes, I am going to rub it in!

After spending 2 hours in the line for the Simple Plan/Greenday Concert (My brother spent four hours there, thus us being 5th in line…) We entered the Entertainment Centre. We being Me, My brother Angus, his friends Laura, Anna, Nick and Joel. We ran right to the front and ended up on the barrier just to the right of the middle. It was an absolutely awesome spot. After making friends with the nice security guard (oxymoron), we discovered that Laura’s brother, in a box, could get us free ice-cold water. Score! I was surprised to see Lauren and Mike (Tall Mike) there, as I didn’t know they were going, but then ended up standing right behind us…

By 7:45 a girl had already fainted and been removed from the crowd. You could tell it was going to be a good night!

Simple Plan entered the stage at 8pm sharp and played enough of their old, non-whiny [ok, LESS-whiny] songs, to keep me entertained. They finished with Perfect, which, while being a fairly annoying song, worked well, as all the lights were turned off, and the only thing that could be seen was the masses upon masses of mobile phone lights and cigarette lighters. Even if you didn’t like the music… that effect was just AMAZING!!
I, unfortunately, had massive foot cramps the entire way through their set, which made me sad, and it hurt…A LOT. I hate cramps, especially in the arches of my feet. Also in the back of your legs…I only just got over the pain of having them the other night...

By 8:45 Simple Plan had finished, and the hot roadies were re-doing the stage. This break was a chance for Laura to get us more free water. Score again!
There were many appearances throughout the evening, one of the most memorable was the pale pink rabbit, mucking around on stage before Greenday started playing. The Rabbit proceeded to rile up the audience by skolling several bottles of beer, and then collapsing onto the ground while doing the YMCA.

At 9:05 the members of Greenday ran across the stage, before launching into the loudest, most rockin’ version of American Idiot. BJ was wearing tight black jeans, and man, I have never seen anyone look so good. Musicians are just so damn cool! Plus he was using a guitar that he must have had for ages. It was all old, with cool stickers, and BJ in gaffer tape across the front. The strap was also gaffer taped to the guitar, I’m not sure why, but I was impressed by this…

The guys, after 15 years are still having a great time, you can tell, its great. At one stage, Billie Joe came out wrapped in the Australian flag, which, as you can imagine, made the crowd go nuts! He then proceeded to get a MASSIVE SupaSoaker and squirt everyone on the left side. Then it was our turn, and, being at the front, we all got it right in the face! [Hence the title…]

One of the coolest parts of the show, was when BJ asked if anyone could play the drums…One guy yelled out, well, face it, most people did, but anyway this guy went up on stage and got on the drum set and started playing the song they were halfway through. A bass player and a guitarist were also picked to play the song, while the others sang. Lucky people!! Billie then made the bassist stage dive, it was so cool…but not quite as cool as what happened next… H called the guitarist guy back to the stage…and told him…
HE COULD KEEP THE GUITAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*Be’s VERY jealous!!*
How Cool!!

During the night there was a Rabbit, a King, a Pirate and a Devil on the stage! Go dress-ups! Go being the last show of a tour where everyone mucks around!!

Also, because of where we were standing, we got to see all the people that had been pulled out of the crowd walk past. Most of the girls looked very much in pain and as though they were about to faint, there was actually a girl who had had parts pf her clothes TORN off her. Poor thing. There was this one guy though, who Nick and I noticed each time he went passed…we counted…he went passed ELEVEN times!!

The PYROTECHNICS!!! I almost didn’t write about the pyrotechnics!!!! Oh My God!! There were little firework like things after the third or so song, which was awesome. But then, after ‘Holiday’ in perfect timing, everyone felt this huge rush of heat. There was these MASSIVE flames, like 8 foot high from the middle of the stage. So cool. I love FIRE!!!!!

Cant think of anything else....

Rock On!

Suburbia Is Hot Tonight, And Nothin' Seems To Be Alright

In celebration of Stephanie's 18 years on the planet, this evening we all boogied on down at her house. It was a night of pool, drinking and BUFFY CHESS!!! Yes, you read right, a Buffy Chessboard complete with its very own Spike, Buffy, Angel and Drusilla. I have to say it is marvellously cool. Steph and I played twice, both times she tried desperately to distract me with the continual petting and stroking of the Spike figurine. Tres disturbment! However, I won both times, first with Andrew's help, so my sincerest thanks! and the second time all by myself. Go me! Tall Dark and Forehead triumphs!!

And inebriated Ron made for interesting observing as well as poking!! Silly boy, after telling him to be careful with the plate, and him shh-ing me and saying "I'm always careful", he promptly dropped said plate, and watched it clatter on the floor. Tres amusement.

Despite Stephanie's trepidation, it was a good turnout, with most of the combined three groups showing up. I had a good time, it was a good night, despite Ron blinding everyone with his camera flash.

In other news, Drama this (yesterday, technically) morning was awesome. I can't quite remember why...I just know that it was good. I was disappointed by the fact that I then had to got to work... after which I took a nap in the most uncomfortable way on my bed... which is where I should be now. I am not however, because I wanted to post about the little I remember about today (AKA yesterday). Also, if I stay up I can say goodbye to mother dearest who is departing this lovely city for a few days.

The Greenday concert is tonight...I should be more excited,...I think it shall be good though.

Hmmm thinking, thinking.... Nope I think that's about it...
Sleep is where I'm going

Have A Good One...

I Just Wanna Play In The Sunshine, I Live My Life Like I'm Dying...

Even though its like midnight, and I have to be up at 7 in the morning, I have to blog about today. I am a happy chappy tonight, and thus a post is necessary.
I had much Uni today, starting at 12 with a Psych prac, I met a new girl called Mary that went to school with some people that I went to Primary School with, and found out my Tutor is called Kamelia - what a cool name!
My Aboriginal Studies tute was next and the guy was like, well, sort of, the, you know, sort of, uh, well, similar to, THE SLOWEST GUY I'VE EVER MET!! It took him half an hour to make one point!! Argh, but I now have a presentation in week five and a meeting with my group next Wednesday. W00t, go me!
And lastly, my Reasoning and Rhetoric tute, was definitely my favourite of the day. Despite it all starting badly, I missed last week, coz I'm a bad person, I left my book at home and thus had no paper (had to write on the back of the campus map), and it goes for two hours... BUT it turned out good. I met someone new, he is very very nice, and I'm the only girl in my small group, its pretty cool. One would think "Shite, I'm totally outnumbered", but hey, they all just agree with me, coz I'm a girl :p
There is this one guy who is in my group, and anyone who knows Bonnie knows how weird she writes...This guy writes even WEIRDER!! Its so twisted, but cool, I like this guy, very intriguing. Anyways, it was a good tute. The tutor is like a primary school teacher, very gently spoken and stuff.
I then went to work, which was fun. Marking in stock, like I have for the past 3 days, its like Christmas...except you dont get to keep the stuff. But its fun, I worked until 10:45pm I found this bag I absolutely love...and of course its like $200... damn expensive stuff i CANNOT afford!!

3 hours of drama tomorrow. Whooopeee! I'm excited, can u tell?

Ok, I should go...Sleep is a happy place. Man I wish I had some transport....
Speaking of transport, or my severe lack of...I WAS going to get my L's tomorrow *Insert embarrassed smiley here* But it looks as though I will not have time...it looks as though it will have to be next Wednesday, as both Monday and Tuesday are out... How sad.

Bed Time
Hope You All Sleep EXTREMELY Well Tonight!!

Luv and Kisses, Cait

If You Could Only See, You So Some Crazy Things To Me...

First and Most Importantly - A Big HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY to Miss Stephanie!! I Hope You Had A Wonderful Day :D

WARNING - The rest of this post has been written over several days, hence its dis-connected-ness...

So it seems that people actually read my blog, and thus I have been questioned about the comment "Two More Posts To Go"...
I guess I should tell the truth, instead of spinning my usual web of lies, I think I'm going to shut down the blog...
There are reasons I dont particularly want to go into, mainly because I guess they are silly and petty, but still they are large enough for me to contemplate this...

-Well it seems that this idea has caused some controversy among some people, I honestly don't know why, there is no evidence to suggest it is being read. Also, this announcement was not meant to be all self-pitying and what not, and was also not supposed to evoke pity from others. I am simply bored with it... In which case if I do continue to keep the blog, it will hopefully go through a radical change.....

...Ok I wrote that before and now, I guess I'll keep the blog, and unless someone comes up with a cool skin, I guess it'll stay the same... The insecurity about my blog was enhanced today but hey, its mine, and so its staying...
Now I just gotta think of some cool new material!!

Well, seeing as I cant think of anything interesting... On the bus this evening there was this couple in front of me, they were about my age, a few years younger maybe, and she was the most annoying person, I swear! "The drink is too cold, My head hurts, These pills taste like sweet plastic"...and on and on it went... Man I hope I'm not that annoying...if I am...please hit me!

"I Don't Want to Know"

Hey!

I know where you live, yea
And I wanna live there too
I drive buy almost everyday, its not even really on my way
When am I gonna get to see you?

It won't be misunderstood
It won't do you any good
Think I'm not the one you could
But I know that you would

I don't wanna know if you don't want me, no
(Dont want me, no)
I dont wanna know if you dont want me, no

Hey!

I have a shirt that belongs to you
And I use it to guess all the things you do
I already met your mom and dad
Said I'm the best one you never had
And I think you should really reconsider

It won't be misunderstood
It won't do you any good
Think I'm not the one you could
But I know that you would

I don't wanna know if you don't want me, no
(Dont want me, no)
I dont wanna know if you dont want me, no

I watched you through the window last night
And I thought I saw a girl in the candlelight
You think thats fair after all I've done?
Restraining orders one by one
And I sure hope that was your sister

I guess you misunderstood
Didn't do you any good
That you thought I never could
Now you know that I would
Now you know that I would
Now you know that I Would

I don't wanna know if you don't want me, no
(Dont want me, no)
I dont wanna know if you dont want me, no

I'm having major issues, trying to finish this blog entry, I could just take Kel's advice and say "BYE, YOU ALL SUCK" but one, that's rude, and untrue, and also I feel like there's something else I should be writing about, but can't, for the life of me, think of what this is...
In which case I should stop wasting everybody's time...
OK, the post is shitting me, if I happen to remember, I'll just make a new post...

-Cait

Smile Like You Mean It...

First Of All.... Happy 18th to Jo....
Sorry about the belated-ness....

The Party last night was cool, I was uber impressed with the matching-ness and co-ordination of the room , black and silver to go with Miss Jo herself :D

Everyone was suitably impressed with Mia's video for Jo - 'Astro Boy, Cosmic Girl' Cool music combined with some adorable baby photos, as well as some recent reminders of some great times...
It was a fun night, with pre-spiked punch, speeches from Larry and Jo, and Raf ultimately being tied up with his own, very cool, white tie.

The carpet looked awesome as Sally spray painted 'Happy 18th' in bright red paint in the middle of the floor. How Cool

Thanks go to Jo, and her parentals for putting on such a great night, Sally and Elsa, for providing me with much entertainment, Lachie, for looking like Spike:p Steph for taking me home via Newton so we could chat, and Andrew, for just being Andrew.

Unfortunately, sickness seems prevalent at the moment, and so my sincerest wishes go to Steph, Mia, Jojo, Jenkinzz and Bodie.

Sorry for such a lame-ass post....





2 More Posts To Go...

Paper Wings...

Today, in general has been a sucky day. I hate uni, I really dislike it...
I tried to get back for my 5pm lecture, but the bus was soo slow, and i missed the start, and then I couldnt find the room, and it was all too hard...so I went and bought my fat Psych book for $100...to make it worse, I had to walk past this couple, both people were at least 30, making out on the grass. I found this extremely depressing...not to mention kinda gross...At least I was able to forget about it soon enough with my conversation with the dude at the UniSa shop....He laughed at me...It seems that this happens alot...

Anyways, I should go I guess, nothing interesting to write...

-Moi

I Was Spinning Free...

Its times of confusion that you always go back to old favourites...

Sweetness
Jimmy Eat World
(Bleed American)

If you're listening.
Sing it back.
String from your tether unwinds.
Up and outward to bind.
I was spinning free
With a little sweet and simple numbing me.
Are you listening?
Sing it back.
So tell me what do I need when the words lose their meaning.

I was spinning free
With a little sweet and simple numbing me.
Yeah, stumble 'till you crawl.
Sinking into sweet uncertainty.

If you're listening.
Are you listening?
Sing it back.
I'm still running away.
I won't play your hide and seek game.

I was spinning free
With a little sweet and simple numbing me.
What a dizzy dance.
This sweetness will not be concerned with me.

No the sweetness will not be concerned with me.
No, the sweetness will not be concerned with me

Edit

Ok, so maybe Anguish wasn't the correct word to use... its more, I don't know, a weird feeling that I can't quite name...its thought provoking and I don't like it, it makes my brain hurt :s

I am just another fool, and I have to, keep telling myself that
I am just a hypocrit, and I have to, keep calling you one
And I forgot to bite my tongue, and* my assumption, was* the mother of all mistakes
So I assume the role, open my mouth, and clumsy words escape...

Luv Cait

Her Feeling She Hides, Her Dream She Can't Find, She's Fallen From Grace...

There has been so much going on in the last week, that I should have written about, but there is something holding me back. Its weird, just something telling me I shouldn't. Plus, you can read clever, witty, and much better written accounts of the last couple of days at Steph, Ron's and Bodie's blogs...

Instead, a random rant of some description will follow,, and if I see fit, I will interject with amusing anecdotes from the last few days...

OK, so now I have like nothing to write about, except the REALLY annoying fly that is buzzing around my head. Stupid Fly. Actually recently alot of things are stupid. I have a stupid brain that makes me think too much, and I don't mean in that thinking intelectually thinking way (coz I dont do that...be intellectual I mean :p) but thinking about things that I shouldn't or dont want to be thinking about... In particular, when somebody puts a thought in your head, and even though you are convinced its not real, or not true, or not possible, you find yourself thinking about possibilities, which make you scared and unsure ....ok so maybe this is just me, and I refuse to admit to anything so now I will move on...

Uni has been interesting, and I have still spent more time at Adelaide Uni than I have at my own, but meh. It was better today, not as boring as yesterday, actually somewhat informative, and I spent money on readers which was oh so exciting, especially since I met this crazy girl while waiting in the line with Moni. This other girl was an absolute nutter, and going rather insane at the absolute travesty of having to wait in line for readers for so long. And while I agree with her to an extent...she was quite angry and put out... I could deal...

How can one word cause so much anguish, everytime I hear it....

Last night was well-wicked! It started out with me meeting Kel at the Unibar and discovering no one was there, so we sat and had quite a good conversation about the general annoyances of life such as parentals and their stupid ways. Bodie soon joined us, followed by Andrew and Jenkinz. Ron showed up last and got rightly pissed off at the change of plans, after bussing home, running, driving back into town, and then running some more...
Ron, Bodie, Kel and I dinnered at Macca's (AGAIN), and ate down near the Torrens, which is stinky but actually quite a nice place to be...
We piled into Ron's car, which is definitely more comfortable with 4 people than it is with 5, and made our way to Arndale, a place to which I have never been before, so this was a new adventure for me. Steph Jo and I stocked up on lollies and we went and saw Constantine. Surprisingly good. I mean apart from the fact that Keanu reeves cannot act, and neither can the two guys that appeared at the beginning, it was pretty cool. Heaven and Hell were done so well, but I think the costume designer had a few issues. Gabriel, what the hell was she wearing, the lace up pants were not good!
Sitting in between Jenkinz and Ron was a bad idea, as the woman in the movie had a Mac, I was severely shunned for this, and told I would be pushed off a building, through a glass roof into a pool and die because I own one...and after two seconds though, Jenkinz said to, "Jeez you own four, you're SCREWED!" Thanks Jenkinz.
Kel, Steph and I tickled Ron to the point where he actually fell of his movie chair and started rolling down the aisle stairs! And we spent most of the night hitting each other with an empty Fanta bottle, so mature :p

After the movie we went and visited Cory, which was fairly uneventful, except the fact that Cory thinks we are in love with him...which we totally aren't. Ego*cough*Ego
And Steph lost a $50 note, which sucks. Oh, and Ron, Jo and I met this guy called Abby, coz his friends thought he was abnormal... he was also kinda drunk, but hey, you get that.
Big Thanks to Ron for the blanket!! Smart Guy!

Ok, so that was kind of a commentary on last night, but it's bad and poorly written, though I'm sure my MASSIVE *rolls eyes* readership will live...

Right now I am very very bored, and there is no one to talk to, my family is out, but that's a good thing, but no one is on msn, coz they are all at Uni, or hanging at the Unibar, which I should be doing...

In that case, well not really, just I'm sure I can find something better to do... I shall go
And will probly post again tonight, much to everyone's dismay

Luv Cait

The Plastic

The Plastic,
originally uploaded by DreamingAquanymphe.

Due To popular demand, The Plastic is now available in picture form on my blog. Euch.

Ok I might be overreacting...but still...